Coping with emptiness
Serious title, isn’t it? Its not meant to be dramtic though, only truthful. I spend alot of my time alone, now more than before. Alone has more meanings than you’d think on the surface. You can be alone in a room with somebody else. Its one of the hardest things to handle too. (but not […]
Blogging Symbolism
I never really thought about the Blogs and Friends section alone being symbolic of change. Though, now I’ve thought about it, as tonight, I remove a guy who I’d been kinda friends with for the past few months. Friendships don’t work out too well when the “friend” is pretty much so self-centered and isolationist that […]
Nobody’s Hero
I knew he was different in his sexuality I went to his parties as a straight minority It never seemed a threat to my masculinity He only introduced me to a wider reality As the years went by, we drifted apart When I heard that he was gone I felt a shadow cross my heart […]
New Gallery
I finally did something about the neglected gallery on the site. 🙂 The old one, album.pl, while nice, and better than what was on the site before that, didn’t quite serve my needs and integrate that nicely into the site, which discouraged me from actually updating and adding new photos to it. So I’ve changed […]
Happy Holidays
Happy Holidays to all my family and friends. Hope its a good one. 🙂
Love Actually
“Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinion’s starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don’t see that. It seems to me that love is everywhere. Often it’s not particularly dignified or newsworthy, […]
View from the Top…
Sometimes a 3 mile hike is rewarding… My friend Curtis and I, went back to Crowders Mountain State Park last tuesday to finish what we started several weeks ago… to make it to the top of King’s Pinnacle, up the 1.7 mile Pinnacle Trail. Its a rocky trail, half of which is fairly steep going […]
Update…
Finally updated the Firebot page with details about the combined bot, that’s been running since early March. Also upgraded mysticowl with the spare parts left over from tazdevil’s upgrade, and updated the Network page to reflect that. Nothing else to say for now…
Resist
I can learn to resist Anything but temptation I can learn to coexist With anything but pain I can learn to compromise Anything but my desires I can learn to get along With all the things I can’t explain I can learn to resist Anything but frustration I can learn to persist With anything but […]
Problem of the Day: Getting Feedback
“I don’t know” isn’t a good answer when you ask somebody for constructive criticism (or just praise) on a creation. It doesn’t help that I only really function with some sort of feedback and in the absense of it, I just want to quit. :-/ I have a hard time getting the ideas in my […]